hi i like 2 draw .. ( mainly #tmftwt ) JUSTINS2JUSTINS2JUSTINS2JUSTINS2JUSTINS2JUSTINS2JUSTIN SEASON 2 OF THE MUSIC FREAKS APPEARANCE .. PROSHIP/NSFW DNI
i'm here again but i think it will take sethos a very long time to let himself question these things and accept the answers. he won't want to, but he can't begin healing until he does. he's going to be so angry at bamoun and it'll hurt that he still loves him despite everything
viewed his relationship with bamoun? it wasn't going to do any good so he chooses to be ignorant. he doesn't want to taint the way he views his relationship with his grandfather bc that's the only family he ever had. he wants bamoun to always be his kind and patient grandfather
growing up and didn't stop to question why bamoun did that to him if he loved him. he "doesn't" care about it bc he thinks it won't change anything. or just like he said: why would he start asking "why?" and think himself into a corner when it'll only hurt him and change how he
why? bc it has nothing to do with the kind and patient grandfather who raised him, even if he himself admitted that he knows bamoun did terrible things. that's another reason why i believe sethos suppressed any negative feelings about the mistreatment and abuse he was put through
into it. that's why i think he never questioned bamoun too much when it came to his decisions as a leader of the temple. that's how his grandfather operated, and he wouldn't change his mind, so sethos stopped trying to make sense of it, which is connected to this. he doesn't care
reiju reminded me of this and i can't get it out of my head. sethos is a very curious person yet there are limits to his curiosity. he only asks things that he believes are important for him to know or that truly interests him, but other than that? he doesn't put much thought