Find audacity. There is nothing that will help you more in this life than audacity. Find it. Let it push you to silence the noise, go back to school, leave the country, start a business, take risks, and fight for your life.
Suicidal thoughts don’t always sound like
“I want to die.”
Sometimes they sound like:
• “I can’t keep doing this.”
• “I don’t want to wake up tomorrow.”
• “I’m tired of being strong.”
• “I feel trapped in my own life.”
• “I don’t belong here.”
• “Everything feels too heavy.”
These aren’t attention seeking thoughts.
They’re pain and it’s unbearable.
I found my person ❤️
She understands me. She teaches me.
She guides me. She helps me become a better person. She values me. She appreciates me. She cares for me. She respects me. She loves me.
God handpicked her for me.
the weird thing about reading so much as a child and gaining a huge vocabulary from that is I can't define a lot of words i use, i just…know that they would fit correctly in a specific sentence. does anyone else experience that 😭?
You will never realize how alone you are until you have a bad day and you have no one to talk to about it, so you just be on your phone till you fall asleep.
Ask God to restore your appetite for life. Your ideas. Your energy. Your curiosity. Your confidence. Your hope for the future. Sometimes you don't need a completely new life. You need to reconnect with the parts of yourself you stopped nurturing.