after may, my life has changed a lot.
Started a new medication.
Met new people
Started dating my boyfriend.
Had a bad anxiety and had to go ER because of it.
I cried a lot
I smiled and laughed a lot.
I'm actually feeling happier.
I'm really happy that I'm alive.
It gets better.<3
I was supposed to graduate next month.
Probably won't because my mental health has gotten so worse that i haven't been able to do my school things. Will graduate during the winter.
ไม่คิดเลยว่าวันนึงอายุจะเหยียบขึ้นเลข 13
Never thought one day I will be 13.
"เมื่อเราหยุดมองโลกด้วยสายตาที่เคยชินโลกทั้งใบก็จะเผยความงดงามให้เห็นเสมอ"
"See the world as if you were seeing it for the very first time, and it will never lose its beauty."
Happy Birthday Jeff Satur
I told my therapist:
“I’m not suicidal…
but I’m tired in a way that scares me.”
She didn’t brush it off.
She didn’t say “everyone gets tired.”
She didn’t tell me to think positive.
She said softly:
Tomorrow i will start my healing journey✨ i will call and ask for appointment to therapy, even though I know i will have to wait for it. Its gonna be a long journey, but it's gonna be worth it. Love you guys<3