ive came to terms with the fact that i really am allowed to feel however i want to feel about any situation.. without anyone else having to understand why i feel the way i do. my feelings are valid just as well , if it make me feel some type of way then it just do .
After a certain age, being a bad partner is just embarrassing. Sooo you didn’t do any work on yourself? No introspection, no healing, no growth… just basking in your toxicity huh?
my toxic trait is i suffer in silence and hope someone notices i’m not myself. growing up i had to constantly be there for others but no one was ever there for me. so i learned to be “the helper” but never learned how to reach out or be helped.
a tough pill to swallow is that sometimes it doesn’t matter how good you are to a person, how good you are for them, how consistent you are, how much you pour into the connection, if a person doesn’t see you they just won’t see you