sa1sxi

inshallah alhamdullilah amen i pray to you hindu gods inshallah give me money alhamdullilah tung, tung, get ready its time for sahur, ok im comingtoeatbahahadgf

[sa1sxi @justkillmeyosob]

will happen either, and i'll get to forever be content, thus is my reasoning for loving monotony.

[sa1sxi @justkillmeyosob]

the better or worse. Just the same thing over and over again. It might seem weird to think this way, But stability brings peace, and peace brings contentment, which will raise my baseline and thus make me happier overall. If there were to be times when something good happened-3/4

[sa1sxi @justkillmeyosob]

in my life, i'd inevitably have to face the whiplash of it while going back down to my baseline, and that wouldn't be pleasant at all, and if something bad happened instead, i'd have to experience the negative emotions from that instead. Nothing happening means nothing bad- 4/5

[sa1sxi @justkillmeyosob]

It's gotten so bad to the point I even dislike fictional characters that aren't losers like me and I'm beginning to hate alot of media cuz of it
Wraps bro wraps

[sa1sxi @justkillmeyosob]

How is someone shit at everything they do bro I get that I'm ugly and stupid and unlikeable but how the fuck am I bad at every videogame I touch

[sa1sxi @justkillmeyosob]

I love when I'm doing better and my friend talks to me about something that reminds me of how much more successful and well off they are in life it just makes me SOOOOOO fucking happy
I hope all their loved ones die and I'm the only one they can rely on for comfort

[sa1sxi @justkillmeyosob]

Neurotypical people gotta be tortured and die I hate how they're all quite literally the same person with barely any differences,I hate those jerkoffs and how little empathy they have how narrow-minded they are and YET THEY DO BETTER THAN ME IN LIFE??? Torture them all pls

[sa1sxi @justkillmeyosob]

i hate old people they all deserve death and are parasites

[sa1sxi @justkillmeyosob]

i hate looking at my friends being with their girlfriends having fun and neglecting me i hope they die

[sa1sxi @justkillmeyosob]

whats the easiest way to kill myself