my mind right now :
โ๏ธโธ๏ธ๐๐ฆ๐จ๏ธ๐ ๐ป๐๐โ๏ธ๐ชโจ๐ฉฐโ๏ธ๐ถ๐๐โ๏ธ๐ค๐งธ๐ฏ๏ธ๐ซ๐ฐ โ๏ธโธ๏ธ๐๐ฆ๐จ๏ธ๐ ๐ป๐๐โ๏ธ๐ชโจ๐ฉฐโ๏ธ๐ถ๐๐โ๏ธ๐ค๐งธ๐ฏ๏ธ๐ซ๐ฐ โ๏ธโธ๏ธ๐๐ฆ๐จ๏ธ๐ ๐ป๐๐โ๏ธ๐ชโจ๐ฉฐโ๏ธ๐ถ๐๐โ๏ธ๐ค๐งธ๐ฏ๏ธ๐ซ๐ฐ โ๏ธโธ๏ธ๐๐ฆ๐จ๏ธ๐ ๐ป๐๐โ๏ธ๐ชโจ๐ฉฐโ๏ธ๐ถ๐๐โ๏ธ๐ค๐งธ๐ฏ๏ธ๐ซ๐ฐ โ๏ธโธ๏ธ๐๐ฆ๐จ๏ธ๐ ๐ป๐๐โ๏ธ๐ชโจ๐ฉฐโ๏ธ๐ถ๐๐โ๏ธ๐ค๐งธ๐ฏ๏ธ๐ซ๐ฐ โ๏ธโธ๏ธ๐๐ฆ๐จ๏ธ๐ ๐ป๐๐โ๏ธ๐ชโจ๐ฉฐโ๏ธ๐ถ๐๐
if you're purposely depriving yourself of a healthy relationship with food, to the extent of maintaining an ~unhealthy~ relationship with food, then you're struggling with disordered eating and / or an eating disorder. and you're valid and you should feel safe here.