The purpose of prayer is not to inform God of your circumstances. He is well aware. It’s to surrender your agenda, trust in His sovereignty, and admit he has the ultimate authority of your life.
Do you really think God would let you go through all of this if he didn't have something amazing planned for you on the other side, Hold on, your breakthrough is coming.
Also pray for the ability to see your own faults, your own sins, your own hypocrisy, & ur own shortcomings. You should never get so carried away pointing fingers that you forget you, too, fall short.
Ask God to restore your appetite for life. Your ideas. Your energy. Your curiosity. Your confidence. Your hope for the future. Sometimes you don't need a completely new life. You need to reconnect with the parts of yourself you stopped nurturing.