Mɨռǟ 💔

Between what was and what’s next. Doing my best not to mess it up.

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

“Everyone can master a grief but he that has it.”

–William Shakespeare, Much Ado About Nothing

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

@Steal_MySoul Just maybe 😢

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

@Steal_MySoul I feel this.

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

Wish all of this didn’t happen.

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

@AdmireHer11 🥰

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

What do you do when you’re no longer His Mina or his sub?
A new name?
A new picture?
A whole new account?
But then I’d miss the friends I’ve made here.
Starting over sounds easy until you realize how much you’re leaving behind.
I just don’t know where to begin.

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

@OSiodhachain70

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

Public service announcement to everyone in my life: do NOT ask me if I’m okay. I will burst into tears right in front of you face.
Proceed at your own risk.
You've been warned.

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

@thisnotme11 Growing in love is good as long as you don’t get trampled. 🤔

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

@OSiodhachain70 Can’t wait.

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

When, out of the blue, I unexpectedly hear our song.
Fuuuuuuuk

https://t.co/5Zk4K3SoJ3

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

#NewProfilePic

Sometimes we must grow among the ruins of what we've lost. Healing doesn't always mean leaving sadness behind. Sometimes we carry our sorrow with us, learning to bloom even when grief is all we have left to grow from.

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

@OSiodhachain70 Oh, you don’t have to. I was curious.

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

@OSiodhachain70 You have a breakup playlist? What other songs do you have?

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

@OSiodhachain70 🫂

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

I lift my hands behind my neck
and find the clasp I’ve feared to touch
It gives with such a little click
a sound too small for something much
I set the pearl down in its dish
a quiet moon against the glass
It doesn’t know that it is done
It only waits, and lets me pass

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

@magically_amber So sweet.

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

@OSiodhachain70 Yup yup

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

@OSiodhachain70 Promise?

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

@OSiodhachain70 And just when I thought I had no more tears. 😭
🎶 I was born to love her (change it to him)
And I will never be free
You'll always be a part of me
'Cause there is always something there to remind me 🎶

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

@OSiodhachain70 Thank you.
The healing is starting; at least I hope so.

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

Someday I’ll shut it in the drawer
and softly say goodbye, and pray
my fingers will forget what I’ve put away

But now I stand here, soft and bare
and learn the shape of who I’ve been

How do I go on, not being His,
when being His was all I’ve known all these years?

[Mɨռǟ 💔 @justminanow]

My throat feels naked where it lay
an emptiness no one can see
I keep on reaching for the weight a habit that won’t set me free

We’ll stay as friends, and nothing more
and I will say that it is right
I know it’s true
I know it’s kind
And still I cry into the night