i lied, i didn't go to sleep, i actually stayed up all night with tears rolling down my face wondering why i'm never good enough for anyone and what i did to deserve all of this.
“But you survived” NO I disassociate, like A LOT. My heart drops when someone raises their voice. I shut down very easily. And I'm far too observant. I always feel like a burden. I isolate often. But yeah, sure, I guess I survived.
One of the hardest forms of detachment is detaching from the man who STILL wants you, but cannot meet the level of partnership your soul is actually built for.
Janeisha John and Bobby Lytes are the official hosts and Dira The Doll is the audience host for the Baddies Gone Wild Dominican Republic Reunion! 🎥💁♀️
and if love ever finds me again, i hope it's with someone who thinks about how their actions affect me,someone who considers my feelings before making choices and values my peace as much as their own because I'm not here to survive love again, I'm here to finally live it
‘Thinking my singleness is ever a man’s decision is where you fucked up’ is such a real ass statement because do men really think it’s entirely up to them ??