Anyone that met my ex and I together idolized our relationship and saw what I thought was genuine love. Turns out I was in fact right when I lost my first love and I never should have gotten invested again and I definitely shouldn’t have wasted 5 years on it.
And was made aware by the girl she was cheating with/ seeing for months after who apologized to me because my ex is a “monster” and she realized that everything my ex had said about me is a lie 🙃