parenting to me is being financially comfortable to enjoy life with my kid. Trips, plays days, getting toys for no reason, college fund, insurance policies, stocked fridge with a variety of healthy food, providing a safe space physically & emotionally, etc..
you wake up. turn your phone on & blast blue light all over your face. with squinted eyes, you then proceed to read everyone’s opinions, which put you right in fight or flight mode before you even get out of bed. & you wonder why you are stuck in a loop of never-ending unease.
I hate to admit it but … i don’t want to work. I want to have fun and dance and play and love my life. I don’t want to survive i want to live. I want to feel the breeze on my face and the sun on my skin every day. I WANT TO BE TOUCHED LOVINGLY AND WALK THROUGH THE MOUNTAINS