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geriatric twink pretty boy

[J @jxmie_boi]

I’ve literally been fully celibate for a full year now and this is the longest I’ve ever gone since I first ever did anything and it feels kind of wild but also right cos I have been doing lots of healing??? but also still prepared to accept sugar daddy applications tbh

[J @jxmie_boi]

need a scientist to explain the biological urge to suck off straight men

[J @jxmie_boi]

@onehunglad_ REAL, in many ways i count myself relatively lucky because my family was broadly not homophobic and i had a couple of gay “relationships” as a teen but my mum didn’t know how to navigate it healthily and i just immediately fell into a spiral of abusive relationships/encounters

[J @jxmie_boi]

bday soon and every year older i get i feel sadder for my younger self and angrier at everyone who ever fetishised my youth. @ all twinks I beg you to to find value in things that aren’t tied to your age because that shit will fuck you up for your whole life if you’re not careful

[J @jxmie_boi]

as an insane grower it never bothers me because it’s always funny to see people’s shock but it’s wild to me how the majority of people will genuinely judge dick size when it’s soft like in my experience showers always have disappointing boners sorry x

[J @jxmie_boi]

@pocketbtm actually think this is the first time i’ve ever been called a flop in my life little miss muffag

[J @jxmie_boi]

kind of wish i had a 3rd acct where i could just vent to people i don’t know irl and don’t want to fuck cos i have a lot to vent and get off my mind

[J @jxmie_boi]

no offence to any circumcised men but a perfect foreskin is literally the thing i love best about good dick

[J @jxmie_boi]

um i’m in love

[J @jxmie_boi]

also eating ass 😭 so many men are so gross and can’t understand the need for cleanliness, I don’t mind it a lil sweaty but beyond that boy bye. but I miss having my face sat on 😢

[J @jxmie_boi]

accepting that i don’t get healthy fulfilment from hookups i just like the validation and i’m terminally monogamous and only just really starting to get over my ex after a criminal amount of time but GOD i miss dick and cuddling and kissing 😭

[J @jxmie_boi]

insane thing to share and i should prob just have a wank and chill out but omg i would absolutely suck off zack polanski

[J @jxmie_boi]

if anyone wants the main (to follow with their own main, i don’t do NSFW there just chronic oversharing) just dm x

[J @jxmie_boi]

@proudsassenach I relate so hard like physically I’m way “healthier” now but the way people look at me and treat me when I’m tiny is just intoxicating idk how to get over it 😭

[J @jxmie_boi]

thinking about 9 years ago when I sent this to the guy I was seeing (who would go on to be my bf of like 8y) and said “smash or pass” and he was in the huff at me about something stupid af and said “pass” and my stupid anorexic brain thought it was cos I was too fucking fat

[J @jxmie_boi]

also feel like i need to read or write a thesis on the masc/fem dichotomy cos I don’t think it’s a simple 1-axis thing and also like sometimes i want to pet a pretty boy and other times i want a big man to scoop me up. we need more scientists working on this

[J @jxmie_boi]

the way some guy was like ur hot do u have more pics and i gave him my ig and he blocked me 😭😭😭😭😭😭 like wtf ik i’m not that ugly hahahaha

[J @jxmie_boi]

showed this to my pal the other night and she was like wait ur girthy??? and I was like uhhh yeah hahahahahaha