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[. @jxr_ft]

Why are you more worried than I am?

[. @jxr_ft]

Thoughts, to be exact.

[. @jxr_ft]

3AM thought happening at 3PM tell me I'm alright

[. @jxr_ft]

Why are you worried?

[. @jxr_ft]

i'm honestly exhausted

[. @jxr_ft]

Like he's still tells you I love you & all but he's confused about his own feelings

[. @jxr_ft]

But really I just see no point of being here now

[. @jxr_ft]

And then we're still together not knowing what we want

[. @jxr_ft]

Who the fuck am I? Where do I stand?

[. @jxr_ft]

And then that two party just casually talk like there's nothing wrong

[. @jxr_ft]

WHY AM I GETTING HURT LIKE THAT

[. @jxr_ft]

Like when there's a third person in your relationship just because someone else found out they havent moved on but they thought they did

[. @jxr_ft]

It's so fucking unfair

[. @jxr_ft]

Why am I always the one to get things thrown at

[. @jxr_ft]

im a fucking failure

[. @jxr_ft]

Its ok no one fucking stays cuz im a fucking burden

[. @jxr_ft]

I just fucking hope you'll understand

[. @jxr_ft]

I hate me

[. @jxr_ft]

Like yes, they are on your list its just that which comes first and all that and you are not even on their damn list. Piss off