Aite hopefully I sleep better today than yesterday. My life be complicated as fuck but I’m maintaining. Losing weight too quick need to remind myself to eat.
Try to clean out the garage hallway too
Tomorrow but also need to mow my grass and marinate food. So I’ll probable make a schedule of what i neeed to do
Just want it to be minimal as fuck. Sometimes I wonder how my home got this bad. Guess it’s 10 years of living here and 2 kids. I be teaching them to try to be clean.
But going to continuing cleaning tomorrow. Mop the floors and put away more stuff. I dream to have a cleared island. I’m almost there. Then do the main entrance to the hall way. Box up a lot of my boys jackets and shoes.
Just been cleaning all day today. Need to get this house right. Would love to sell or list by end of August but if I’m going to keep
Living here I can’t be living in a clutter space.
I got so many shoes. I wanna let some go maybe I’ll take a drive down to one of the resell shops. Shit even if they gave em $100 a pair I’d be happy. I don’t wanna move all these shoes with me
Put on a lot of weight over the last 13 years. Gonna be nice slimming down. Hoping to be down below 200 end of August. We’ll see how it goes. Appetite been non existent lately. Stems back from when I had to work at the other location for 3 months. Fucked with me.
Life is crazy. I just want shit to be normal. Or the new norm. I been journaling and shit to help me get out what I want to say. Cause I keep shit in and booom. But I like keeping shit to myself I think that’s how it’ll be moving forward.
My kids go on a trip for 8 days or so. I don’t think I’ve ever been in this house alone that long. Can’t wait to clean and pack shit up. Hopefully sell some things too.