Why does every man I give a chance end up saying βI deserve betterβ I know I hold myself and others to high expectations but when will I find a man who actually will just be better because I deserve it.
I am so sick of being hurt and surrounded by death and unfortunate circumstances. I ache. I simultaneously just wanna be held so bad but donβt want fucking anybody to touch me. I donβt trust anyone. Iβve been let down so often. I donβt wanna be on this earth anymore
Lack of common sense is the biggest turn off for me. My mind moves so fast if you canβt keep up how tf am I supposed to hold a conversation with u lol
Iβm so sick of struggling working so much just barely getting by. Maybe I need to just say fuck it and start only fans cause Iβm fucking exhausted and poor
If thereβs one thing I know how to do is put on a facade, based off my social media youβd think Iβm out here just living my best life when in reality Iβm working 60+ hours a week while my families health is deteriorating & all the shit I do is only cause I have amazing friendsβ£οΈ