I’m so lazy and pathetic I can’t even cut myself. I’m holding my knife in my hand but I can’t do it. I think I’m going to bed. I hate not having enough energy to even try
I miss being in a relationship and I miss having someone to get better for. Crying because I dont have anyone to ramble to?. Im supposed to focus on myself but i cant when I NEED someone else to help me n give me a reason to get better i feel so stupid I’m gonna die soon