Expecting yourself to unlearn 20+ years of trauma, abuse, unhealthy habits or behaviors is extremely unrealistic. Be patient with yourself and your healing journey. You will not be able to unlearn & relearn everything in a short time frame. Release the expectations.
trump announcing he's running for president one week before we have to see all our uncles at thanksgiving is arguably the most twisted thing he's ever done
grief is so weird, it messes with your sense of time. it’s something your mind can’t comprehend. everyday it seems like they are still here. you could call them and they would pick up, but they won’t.. sending love to everyone who knows❤️🩹
my best friend in the entire would. my favorite fucking person. lost his life to drugs. he never deserved it. so many amazing people in this would are taken away just because they are struggling. my heart hurts.