Watching myself lose my spark is the hardest thing I’ve ever been through… It feels like I’m slowly losing the part of me that made me feel alive.. and I don’t know how to get it back. I miss the person I used to be, the one who dreamed, laughed, and believed in better days. Now I just feel empty, like a dull version of myself that I barely recognize. The worst part is knowing it’s happening and feeling too tired to stop it. It’s like watching a light go out and there’s nothing you can do to bring it back.