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I have decided to challenge myself to draw for the first time in my life to express my love for the Horizon. My goal is to be able to draw a comic after 1000 d.

[kabeuchi @kabeuch1000]

#HorizonForbiddenWest launch day. I took a paid vacation and waited for the moment in front of my PS5 at midnight. I was shaken and immersed in the beauty of the world I loved waiting for, and was so happy when I found out that after 5 hours of play, I still had 0% achievement.

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@bidibooooo Thank you, Silke! 🥹😭❤️‍🔥
That's a very nice motto. I used to think I must not stop at any cost, but now I don't want to get too caught up in that. I just want to keep enjoying what I do.💪

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Day 305-311
I still have emotional ups and downs and took a break.

Day 312
I am getting a little scared to resume because I have been absent for so long, but I want to start working hard again tomorrow.

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@AloysBoyToy ☺️😚❣️

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@HorizonJade79 Yes!🫂 This is a challenge to embody love, so I would like to continue as much as possible while enjoying it!

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@HorizonJade79 Thanks🥹❣️

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Day 304

I have been absent for more than half a month, so I figure I should get back to basic practice, but I wanted to paint her profile, so I did.

[kabeuchi @kabeuch1000]

Reprodution the 3D model → Draw clothes with reference to a photo of a similar composition.
I read that it is better to draw while looking at materials, so I decided to use this method, but I am not sure if it will help me develop basic skills since it is similar to reprodution.

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@HorizonJade79 Thank you, Jade!😭
I will continue to love her!

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Day 277-302
I gave up on the challenge.
and
Day 303
I decided to resume the challenge.

The scars won't fade, but there are many scenes I want to depict. I have regained enough love to shape them.

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copying of Buddhist sutras

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The act of giving form to love has turned into an act of confirming love.

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@Mindjack3r I am putting together an opinion to send an email to Guerrilla about it. But right now, I am still recovering from my own personal shock, so I will take some time and review the story in a more sober manner.🥲

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I don't enjoy drawing anything when I know that in the end, the biggest smile I'm going to show that woman. This is clearly jealousy.

That is why it is so difficult to resolve.

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@realquietmood Thanks! I'm still practicing, but I love drawing Aloy🥲❣️

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@aloy_desktop_4k Thank you, Sasha!😭❤️‍🔥
I'm still recovering from the emotional trauma, so I'm not completely back, but I'm so glad you welcomed me back.🥲
I love my beautiful and lovely Aloy too! 🫂

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@HorizonJade79 Thanks Jade!!! 😭🫂🫂
None of us can be the best of Aloy, but we still love her…🥲❤️‍🔥

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@29jRicardo However, I also hope that I can somehow regain the desperate feeling of wanting to create something. In any case, I will make an effort to make a choice that I will not regret.

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Until now, I have continued to practice only because I wanted to somehow give form to the love I have inside me, and I just wanted to be able to paint the people I love.

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@29jRicardo Thank you for encouraging me, Ricardo. 🥲
I'm thinking about quitting here because drawing pictures is not the only way to express love. I can see that even if I were to resume with half-hearted feelings, I would want to give up halfway through.