I finally understood why God wanted us to put Him first, people will let you down in ways that remind you why your faith should never rest entirely on humans.
When a woman is broke, people ask how they can help her. When a man is broke, people ask why he hasn't figured his life out yet. One gets sympathy. The other gets judged for struggling.
I've learned that in life you don't have to regret anything. Tell yourself that you didn't know, you've learned, you've grown and then forgive yourself. There's no point in regretting things that will never go back to normal. Move on.