i had been enjoying my life again but then i losg my doggie and now i haven’t got any purpose and i just feel myself picking up old habits and i cant find tve discipline to stop it. i dont want this hell again 😭
ok im going insane bc i cant rlly talk to anyone irl about this bc theyll start micromanaging me but im on The edge of a fucking relapse and it’s rlly scary. i dont want to relapse. recovery has been the hardest thing in my life but it’s also been so rewarding &
dear oomfies <3 i’m deleting twitter and i’m going ip and focus on trying to recover. after years of restricting and only giving my body the bare minimum, i’ve been having insane health complications and i’m tired of it. i’ve decided to focus on my health and happiness. +
i want to be happy and enjoy my life again, enjoy going with family and friends instead of worrying about what we’re gonna eat DAYS beforehand. i don’t want to die, i want a future but my body is not cooperating anymore. i really wish the best for all u 🩵
dear oomfies <3 i’m deleting twitter and i’m going ip and focus on trying to recover. after years of restricting and only giving my body the bare minimum, i’ve been having insane health complications and i’m tired of it. i’ve decided to focus on my health and happiness. +