I completely related to Nala in so many ways. Went to Catholic school, got very into psychedelics and New Agey things in university trying to fix the same numbness she described. Recently awakening with something I could only call the holy spirit in my heart. It feels like a wellspring of joy has been reopened in my body. My eyes feel more open. I feel so calm and peaceful and never thought I would have this kind of energy again. It feels like something inside me surrendered and an internal light has been re-lit. Reading The Great Divorce by C.S. Lewis really made it make sense.
Thank you for interviewing her Micheal and thank you Nala for sharing. So happy she found the joy again ๐
This state of petulant, passive-aggressive rage Candace has been operating in has been very off putting. She seems trapped in her ego, totally locked out of her heart. Gross she uses Christ's name to virtue signal while being so full of self-rightous wrath.
Beware the joyless Christians.
@GadSaad New Age ideology played a part in this. Why surrender to true reality when you can "manifest your own"? Such a tempting treat for an anxious mind, being in control like that. Even though it is a mirage. I know an angel named Lucifer who had similar ideas.
@PageauJonathan Plato refers to these as Appetite, Reason, and Spirit, right? How Spirit can override Reason when it comes to things such as self-sacrifice to save another (where reason would conclude for you to save yourself, Spirit would conclude to sacrifice yourself for one you love)