No longer a student nurse…🫣. And yes, I will shout this from the rooftops - the last 4 years of my life have been a HUGE struggle, yet somehow I made it out the other side and I couldn’t be prouder of myself 😌
As the anniversary of Nessa’s death is fast approaching, and the recent news of another friend taking their own life, it’s safe to say things are tough. I’m trying my absolute hardest to keep pushing through, just gotta keep my head above water 😌
Today I was offered my first registered nurse job, and it’s a role that I have dreamt of since I started my training. 4 long years of hard work, blood, sweat and tears has led me to this. Just 2 weeks of placement left, and then I’ll officially have finished my degree 🥹
Tomorrow will be a big step in my grief journey. I’ll be stepping foot into the hospital where Nessa passed away, except I’ll be going in as a staff member.
I am incredibly anxious, but I just hope I can do her proud. Love you forever and always Nessa 💛
I won’t lie and say it’s all been sunshine and rainbows because it hasn’t at all. There’s been so many lows, but I’m holding on to the highs and making the most out of everything I can!
I’ve been pretty absent from posting recently, and the truth is? I’m doing so well and I am happily living my life.
After Nessa passed away, I made it my mission to live life to the full as I know that’s all she wanted for me. Life can be amazing if you give it a chance 🥰
@Chescamarina I was on mirtazapine and it worked wonders for me! I was really worried about the side effects, but honestly didn’t notice too much of a difference once I had allowed it to work for my mood xxx