@jockgore@monolithicJGN if you believe that yes, i am definitely like that, then i don't blame you for believing that, there's written evidence you saw for yourself
@jockgore@monolithicJGN on that note, i have a question
your wishes here are..?
i'm not quite sure what point you are trying to make
i am not trying to hide from taking accountability, if your goal was to make me realise the weight of my actions then you already achieved it before we even started this
@jockgore@monolithicJGN i say most likely, because i had never asked about them, nor had any interest to
i'm not innocent either, but i'm not the root cause
@jockgore@monolithicJGN i don't believe myself to be the main source of the problem, as in another reply i noted that i would not say these things unprompted to anyone
the group of people she screenshotted as having blocked most likely carry the blame
@jockgore@monolithicJGN none of us, except for one (tomangto) would say these things unprompted, and the guy who goes by john trailer definitely wouldn't, as it isn't in his nature
@jockgore@monolithicJGN i never encouraged her actively, far as i can remember
in retrospect i feel as if that groupchat was definitely an echo chamber
@jockgore@monolithicJGN furthermore, while i'm not free from guilt i'm certainly not part of the group that originally encouraged her/surrounded her with this sort of language, i haven't known her for that long
@jockgore@monolithicJGN i'll cut to the chase, i'm no saint, and i won't claim to be.
i'm lost on what to say and a simple apology just won't do with the severity of the situation
i said what i said, there's no undoing that, and i gotta own up to it