I been shitted on, lied to, betrayed, disrespected, overlooked, and left to figure that shit out alone. Yet I still show up. Still pray. Still hustle. Still love. Some of y’all don’t even know how much pain a woman can carry and still look fine as hell doing it.
i don’t carry hate in my heart because i don’t wanna be ugly. i feel like being mean and hateful makes you physically unattractive. it start to show up in your face
Please pray about everything ! Your mood swings, your temper, your ego, your insecurities, your mindset, your self love, your emotional state, your environment, your relationships, your lack of motivation, your lack of execution, your attraction to bad ppl ! PRAY ABOUT IT ALL !
I’ve started appreciating days where nothing dramatic happens. no bad news, no stressful interactions, no overwhelming thoughts. just a normal, quiet day where everything is calm. those are the days that actually feel like rest.
I’m either at work, going to work, coming home from work, getting ready for work, sleeping so I can go to work, eating between shifts, checking emails about work, recovering from work, or thinking about how much I don’t want to go to work.