Stop worrying & stressing out over people YOU held down. If you were the one putting in all the effort, money, time, etc, let them miss you. It’s their loss, stop acting like it’s yours. As long as you’re chasing them, they’ll never change & realize what they’re losing out on
Hug your mom, go visit your grandparents, tell your dad you love him, make memories with your friends.. love the people God put on this earth because He’s going to need them back someday.