I use to accidentally accept the bare minimum trying to be understanding of what people have going on. That's over with. My loyalty keeps me in situations my common sense should’ve took me out of.
maybe they did love you but that doesn’t change the fact that they hurt you. it does not erase the reality that exists. the reality that you were unhappy in. the reality that you were dismissed in. the reality that you were degraded in.
Trying to explain that Im severely depressed & have no energy or desire to talk/txt while im also on social media is so hard lmao. Like I just don’t wanna talk. Not about me. Not about you. I have no capacity left for anything other than my inner thoughts to be publicly shared
People really do fumble you b/c they don't know what to do with you. They never experienced someone of your caliber before so they treat you how they would normally treat everyone else & that's exactly where they lose you at...