@DerronEShort I wouldn't have gotten myself into this mess in the first place. If you are not married to him, you need to break up with him and search for a Christian man that you can be equally yoked with. If you are not a Christian yourself, you need to start searching for Jehovah God.
This is the most honest picture you will probably ever see of me. Iโm not hiding behind a scarf. Iโm not hiding behind a smile. Iโve just finished crying and I just started crying again. My faith is not lost though. I havenโt given up. I know Jesus is still with me.