yk what's really attractive?? a secure man with no sneaky stuff, no extra females, no inconsistency, no drama, a man who is expressive about his feelings for you, gentle with u, makes u feel safe, a man who still has the same level of respect and love during bad terms...Top tier.
You’ll try to leave multiple times, most times you will go back, and then finally one day you find one small reason to be gone forever. It’ll be the first time in a long time you feel free.