maintaining is better than gaining
maintaining is better than gaining
maintaining is better than gaining
maintaining is better than gaining
maintaining is better than gaining
i genuinely don’t think i should keep talking to this guy. i’m not in the mental state to keep an on going relationship but i do want things to work out… he’s told his cousin about ending things since im not active and been dry but that’s because of the episodes and relapsing-
i keep having and i genuinely fear what he might say if i open up and tell him what i’ve been actually doing and i feel like it’ll be too much on him so i’ve been keeping everything to myself as i help him with his problems or comfort him because what im doing is 10x worse then-