two days ago, i quietly deleted everything. my socials, my music group (wiped a video with almost 100k views), and a friendship that didn't feel like home anymore.
it’s scary to be this alone, but now my space is clean. welcome to my digital diary. page 1. 🦋
Spent weeks in silence, fighting for my rights after 7 years of loyalty. I won. The storm is over, but it felt exactly like my song ‘Van Gogh’s Night’—heavy, chaotic, but full of starlight. This is the face of a survivor. I'm back. Drop a 🌌 if you missed me.
Dreamt last night: my dad was hugging me, and my ex-best friend slept nearby. It’s been exactly a year since he passed, and a year since she and I parted ways.
Grief and lost connections visiting at once. Heavy, but peaceful. 🌧️🕯️
@elonmusk There’s partial truth here regarding historical atrocities, but the framing is a huge manipulation. Dictators kill under any label when state interests replace human lives—market-driven empires starved millions too. Plus, nature holds the ultimate record with deadly plagues.
Back from 2 weeks in Italy. 🇮🇹 Deeply inspired, yet crashing into post-travel burnout.
Right now, 'Muse' is the only frequency pulling me back. Turning on the music and getting back to work. 🪩🗝️
@PeterTurner791@mattrife Thanks for the spoiler! 😂 As long as nobody ruins the cinematography or cuts out the good-looking actors, I think I’ll survive the heartbreak. Besides, who says the ending is the most interesting part? We’ll see... 😉
'Muse' isn't just a song, it's about that hypnotic, borderline scary obsession with creation. When the track takes over, you stop belonging to yourself.
Stream it, feel it. 🪩🌌🗝️
#illuminans#synthwave#nightvibes
@vindictivebirds@mattrife It’s all good, I’ve seen it before! Just rewatching to refresh my memory before Nolan. I promise not to look for any hidden concepts 🍿
@mattrife Welcome to the club, George R.R. Martin literally feeds on our shock. But despite all the brutality, the show is absolutely captivating, and its prequel, House of the Dragon, is just as incredible.
@mattrife TikTok and streams are a joke. I accidentally got millions of views on music memes, but when I tried to show them my actual indie band, they vanished. So I just deleted the entire channel. Fast attention there is real, but it’s completely useless for real art.
Let the flowers bloom in your soul so beautifully that anyone who meets you feels like they’ve stepped into a hidden garden. Remember, you are a living part of this universe, a rare pearl hidden in the deep. Guard your magic and live your dolce vita
An old note from my diary: "Grow flowers in your soul so everyone thinks they’ve walked into a garden."
Cut to: extreme heat in Poland, water fountains, and now Czechia. Guess what we’re drinking? 🍺 Flowers can wait, survival requires local therapy. 🗝️
Maybe I’ll get lucky in this life, and illuminans will be reborn. My dream is to collaborate with them one day on a massive, immersive track. A strange wish, but a girl can dream. Send this out to the universe. Hope Matt Bellamy stays around long enough! 😅🪐
Bus thoughts. Listened to the new @museband album "The Wow! Signal" in this endless transit space. Personal lyrics wrapped in cosmic philosophy, metaphors & bold experimentation. It feels like sadness, loneliness & raw emotion sieved through the stars. Art is a cure. 🌌🗝️