Kat Hawkins

Fandom account. She/her, 33, neutral/chaotic good wizard/bard. Currently hyperfixating on Shadowhunters, RvB, Critical Role/Vox Machina, and IT (2017/2019).

[Kat Hawkins @katisatotalnerd]

Hi. I'm Kat. 32. Neurodiverget as fuck. ADHD, depressed, anxious writer sprite. Current hyperfixations include (but are not limited to) IT (2017)/IT Ch 2 (2019), Marvel, Teen Wolf, MASH, and audio fiction podcasts. Please ask me questions. I need more engagement.

[Kat Hawkins @katisatotalnerd]

I am sick and can't sleep, so I am going to torture myself by watching Fruits Basket. Again.

[Kat Hawkins @katisatotalnerd]

Also the Crawfords are the woooooooorst.

[Kat Hawkins @katisatotalnerd]

I'm rewatching @FMWL_, and I came to the conclusion (not for the first time) that Rhea did not want a marriage, she wanted a wedding. Very different things indeed.

[Kat Hawkins @katisatotalnerd]

And it tries way, way too hard to justify the motives of the Sanderson sisters. Why can't villains just be evil for the sake of being evil? Why does every villain have to have some kind of motivation or tragic backstory?

[Kat Hawkins @katisatotalnerd]

Watched Hocus Pocus 2. It was......exactly what I expected. A bland, soulless, inoffensive attempt to cash in on the nostalgia factor of the original with endless callbacks and absolutely none of the quirk or charm of the original

[Kat Hawkins @katisatotalnerd]

@artcher_artwork Twig is the bestest boi 120/10 no notes

[Kat Hawkins @katisatotalnerd]

I've been holding off on watching #Sandman until I could get trigger warnings for the episodes (Corinthian's particular brand of body horror and murder hits a bad trigger for me), but now that I'm watching it it was absolutely worth the wait

[Kat Hawkins @katisatotalnerd]

For personal reasons, I am avoiding Sandman until after next Monday. I have every intention of watching it! I've heard very good things! But not now.

[Kat Hawkins @katisatotalnerd]

Me, rewatching The Devil is a Part-Timer! for the first time in awhile:

You fucked up a perfectly good Demon General, is what you did! Look at him. He's got anxiety!

[Kat Hawkins @katisatotalnerd]

#tfw you dm your best friend a series of long texts detailing a full-on rewrite of a movie you like just bc you hated the ending

[Kat Hawkins @katisatotalnerd]

I'm sure I'm way late to this party, but Shawn Spencer absolutely has ADHD and this is a hill I will die on.

(Why yes, I recently restarted Psych with the intention of actually finishing it this time)

[Kat Hawkins @katisatotalnerd]

Have finished Stranger Things. Currently processing my emotions. Please check back in 3-5 business days.

[Kat Hawkins @katisatotalnerd]

Me finishing Stranger Things s4: fucking superb you funky little lesbians

[Kat Hawkins @katisatotalnerd]

KYO ADMITTING TO HIMSELF THAT HE'S IN LOVE WITH TOHRU!!!! I CAN'T!! 😭😭😭

[Kat Hawkins @katisatotalnerd]

Kyo yelling at the ocean bc it messed up Tohru's sand castle is my aesthetic

[Kat Hawkins @katisatotalnerd]

AFTER THE S1 FINALE! KYO! STARTS! CALLING! TOHRU! BY! HER! NAME!! 😭😭😭😭😭

[Kat Hawkins @katisatotalnerd]

KYO'S LITTLE HEAD BONKS FOR TOHRU 😭😭😭😭😭

[Kat Hawkins @katisatotalnerd]

THE WAY KYO TALKS TO TOHRU IN THE BEGINNING VS THE WAY HE TALKS TO HER AT THE END AAAAHHH

[Kat Hawkins @katisatotalnerd]

The world is burning down around us and I am rewatching Fruits Basket. Is it traumatizing? Yes. Is it comforting? Also yes. It's a series about healing trauma, which is something I need right now.