Katnyss

the sad girl speaks as you can already see but I can't help it when everybody leaves

[Katnyss @katnyss3000]

There's only one person your heart wants to speak to through the subliminal messages of social media but sadly you can't speak without everyone else looking at you and wondering why you cry 😞😔

[Katnyss @katnyss3000]

My heart has become insane to which has gone numb not knowing whether what it feels is real, now to keep my mind from going the same way...... Now it must work harder for both of us

[Katnyss @katnyss3000]

Wow I make him so bored that he looks at other girls

[Katnyss @katnyss3000]

I'm tired.....

[Katnyss @katnyss3000]

With him, I don't want anyone else but if he decides to explore them I guess I best be on my way

[Katnyss @katnyss3000]

Hate to say it but for reals, if I'm going to live it the way he's been doing around me, then my affairs are going to be without him in it... I love him too much to share him

[Katnyss @katnyss3000]

I think I'm going to end up being the broken one now

[Katnyss @katnyss3000]

What is love now a days, what is it supposed to feel like, how is it supposed to be like, hoeuch should I tolerate? Everything confuses me so much

[Katnyss @katnyss3000]

By the time he is ready, I feel like he will be past me. Idk why I love him so much

[Katnyss @katnyss3000]

We both have a hope that won't happen, I guess in this thing now we're both losing

[Katnyss @katnyss3000]

I still love him so much but I can see he hopes my feelings will go away eventually in time

[Katnyss @katnyss3000]

I think this whole thing had served it's purpose now that I think about it, I don't want to let go but now I don't see anything further

[Katnyss @katnyss3000]

After 3 years, I'm really starting to see certain ways of stuff, especially him. There are things that will never change

[Katnyss @katnyss3000]

As much as I am happy aunt him, I'm sad too, especially since I've become a bore

[Katnyss @katnyss3000]

As I finally see that everyone that's every warned me maybe right after all

[Katnyss @katnyss3000]

I've been having a lot on my mind the last couple of days and idk anymore, idk what to do with anything that's supposed to mean a lot to me

[Katnyss @katnyss3000]

Idk why I get like this, I'm so mad at him for so many reasons and scared of what the future may hold for my heart

[Katnyss @katnyss3000]

He wanted to have a good time with the both of us but I was being a brat

[Katnyss @katnyss3000]

I'm already in love with you, that friend card it's too late for that friend card to work and if there's hope, it'll be a long time