i feel like a โfiller personโ like iโm there but nothing ab me is important whatsoever. in a group i find no reason for me to be there idk how to talk without seeming annoying i feel like if just disappeared no one would even notice. i feel so disposable & replaceable & temporary
I want my OWN person, no matter if it's platonic or romantic, i want someone who thinks of me first, every friend that I would say is my closest has a friend that's closer to them than me. I WANT SOMEONE JUST FOR ME ONLY