You may try to force the outcome you want. In the end, fate will take its course. The universe will always win, you may not get what you want, but you will always receive everything you need.
The Universe is showing you why delay is never denial, and why rejection is really just redirection. Relax. Embrace alignment and the ease that follows. You will figure out your career. You will become the person you always wanted to be. You will find your tribe.
Your entire life will change once you stop pouring into cups that don't pour into yours. Family, friends, colleagues, and acquaintances included. It may sound harsh but you deserve to be treated as good as you treat others. You deserve people who show up for you. You are worthy.
Be thankful for closed doors, bad vibes, and stuff that falls apart. It's divine protection from people, places, and things no longer in alignment with your soul.