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I want to be alive not just surviving

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someone please just kill me I know I can't do it myself

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I am just done asking people if they want to hang out I just don't care anymore obviously no one wants to

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I feel like I have no one in my life I have been trying to hang out with someone and everyone is just ignoring me I hate it so much I just wanna cry

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why is everyone who comes up on my dating apps polyamorous ughhhh

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I will find a person who likes me for me and not want to change me for anything

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I knew it was all in my head they got with someone else I feel so damn stupid

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I honestly wonder if I disappear would anyone truly care

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i just give up on them it was just all in my head

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I need a hug

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I really need someone to hold me

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I feel hunger pains and I like it again I'm scared

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I really think my eating disorder is coming back and I'm scared I don't know what to do

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I wanna go out and do something

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I fucking hate my chest i can't wait until it is gone

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I really want to tell my brother what his old best friend did to me when we were kids but I don't know if he would even believe me

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i just realized that I honestly don't have any friends

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she is coming over!! I'm so excited

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I am so happy my cousin is back!!!

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I kinda want to get this unironically

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dying my hair!