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19 | digital diary | #shedtwt |

[mimi .✦ ݁˖ @cottoncanmi]

my teeth are so yellow and my hair is so frizzy and my body is so fat and my face is so disgusting i genuinely need to kill myself

[ell @kayieshigh]

@ahagabjsbdjd amen—

[ell @kayieshigh]

bnrn nanya gmn ya caranya biar gamau bundir trs

[ell @kayieshigh]

balik lagi kesini after katanya “fase healing”

[𝚣𝚎𝚎𝚣 @wtfzeezco]

fuck a nap, i need a coma

[ell @kayieshigh]

di gangbang tugas - pgn istirahat

[mar @Chlomilla]

shaving

rt if you want to kill yourself

[ell @kayieshigh]

imtired

[JennyPup Death @JennyPupDeath]

I wish killing myself didn’t have the consequence of making people I love sad

My parents would probably hate themselves forever and feel like they failed me

My siblings would probably think they should’ve reached out and talked with me more

My irls idk

I wish I could just die

[choso @bleedincurse]

“do you regret your scars?” yeah, I regret not going deeper 😂😂😂

[ell @kayieshigh]

i hope today goes well—

[ell @kayieshigh]

pgn mati hlp

[ell @kayieshigh]

sumpah pgn mati ajgg

[ell @kayieshigh]

this period cramps killing me sm

[ell @kayieshigh]

bakal mulai kunjung kunjung besok — mau cut myself tonight so i just pinch myself tomorrow whn i get annoyed

[ell @kayieshigh]

pusing bgt gbs ngapa ngapain

[ell @kayieshigh]

my head hurts sm i might kms