Early access is a term used to describe not being able to wait for bugs and kinks (especially major ones) to be fixed before purchasing the game. Essentially at this point you are a buy-in beta tester. I used to actually beta test for Nvidia and GaiaOnline ZOMG! The main thing
@illythescottie I can say I've been through this. It is up to you to decide whether this is a venture worth pursuing . My last straw was my wedding. Please remember to love those who are there for you and never give up that wonderful spirit that you have.