when my boyfriend died i stopped everything i was doing for months i couldn’t focus i wasn’t making money i wasn’t coming out the house i wasn’t getting my hair done i wasn’t taking pictures getting dressed i wasn’t seeing nobody it felt like i was in a dark hole trying to escape
Grief is so fucked up bc you’ll be okay for a week and then one day everything feels brand new again, no matter how busy you are, no matter who you’re with or where you may be -when it hits you you have no choice but to feel and release, grief is the worst love cycle of them all