colette

20 | digital diary

[colette @kcalettes]

#edrtwt intro
not new, just relapsed and no longer lurking

-20, she/her
-cbmi 19.2
-dni if nsfw or under 16 pls

♡/↻ to be moots!!!

[colette @kcalettes]

@tinybvnnii yesss hii

[colette @kcalettes]

#edrtwtㅤ moot hunt!!!

[colette @kcalettes]

#edrtwt intro
not new, just relapsed and no longer lurking

-20, she/her
-cbmi 19.2
-dni if nsfw or under 16 pls

♡/↻ to be moots!!!

[colette @kcalettes]

the thing that scares me about recovery is that i had severe arfid as a child so i genuinely can’t imagine what a healthy relationship with food would look like

[colette @kcalettes]

tried to carry my roommates package in and genuinely could not pick it up even though it probably didn’t weigh more than 40 lbs

[colette @kcalettes]

is anyone else comically weak at like bmi 17/18 or is it just me

[colette @kcalettes]

lowkey recovery-spo

[colette @kcalettes]

my organology class is amazing and so interesting but it also gives me the worst health anxiety

[colette @kcalettes]

@willbebonez BLUE!!! all shades, but especially like a bright royal blue

[colette @kcalettes]

@wualovn you are so gorgeous

[colette @kcalettes]

looking kinda small in my college bathroom

[colette @kcalettes]

idk if this makes sense but i’ve been restricting more lately but i haven’t felt like my habits are that disordered so in my head im fat and gained even though i haven’t

[colette @kcalettes]

@wualovn i’m so excited!

[colette @kcalettes]

@sanctifieddoe REALLL

[colette @kcalettes]

wearing athleisure is so humbling like wow guys come look at my zero muscle mass!!!

[colette @kcalettes]

need to get a scale for my new apartment asap

[colette @kcalettes]

my face has been so puffy for the past week but it’s lowkey saving me

[colette @kcalettes]

considered starting recovery last night to make school more bearable and then went to class today and saw how tiny everyone is and changed my mind

[colette @kcalettes]

should i just maintain at bmi 17.5 (this is a trick question bc i definitely won’t)

[colette @kcalettes]

no way i just had to learn coding for my stats class