Talked to my coach about how I feel bad bc Iβm the heaviest in my position and she said βI wouldnβt say youβre the heaviestβ now Iβm so confused, idk what I look like.
Crying in the bathroom after practice isnβt for the weak. Ik if I talk to my boyfriend heβll just tell me to lock in on my workouts/deficit and I donβt know how to talk to my coaches.