@3em318 Now he tells everyone he "denied having a threesome" w my current bf and i "cheated on him". He broke up with me and atleast no one believes his sad attempts of ruining my reputation :).
I love my boyfriend now, he's helping me recover & makes me feel comfortable sexually.
@3em318 when he saw i won't be sexual with him yet he started ignoring me and degrading me. He's the reason i have anorexia because he said he'd break up with me if i got fat & that i was still ugly. He told me i NEEDED him because he gives me the attention my dad will NEVER give me.
im leaving edtwt. anorexia has ruined all aspects of my life and even if ive recovered a lot its left scars all over my life that i cant recover from yet. i hate my ed, becoming skinny ruined my life. goodbye.
Eating disorders r highkey ridiculous bcuz I entered a 2 month long binge cycle, gained 18 lbs, couldn’t go 5 hours without feeling ravenous, couldn’t complete even easy, short fasts and today I just woke up?? And it’s like a switch was flipped. Hate food. Don’t want to eat.