【花冷え。】 - TOUSOU (Run Away) - Music Video 【HANABIE.】 https://t.co/Ygu3t1k8ZH via @YouTube current favorite song. current favorite band. I like that they are self made, and having fun with it!
This ended up being longer than I thought and probably won’t be seen by anyone. But writing it out helps. Thank you to the random person who asked, listened and offered condolences.
I’ve been trained my whole life that no one wants to hear my problems. I tend to suffer in silence when depressed. Today was the first day in a month that someone asked how I was without the ulterior motive of talking about their day.
Then there’s a part of me that thinks some people wouldn’t care anyway. Maybe they think I deserve to feel this way or maybe they would just use it against me. Basically shit thoughts about how I’m viewed by others.