someone putting you through the same pain twice means they hate you... i'm sorry but there's just no other way to justify how you hurt someone, see the pain you've caused, etc, do whatever it takes to get them to trust & love you again just to put them through it all over again.
depression is REAL ! a person can be ok on the outside but inside theyโre falling apart ; BE KIND to ppl .. you never know what a person is dealing with or going through ๐๐ฆ.