when he doesn't understand that if we stop talking I will still have no roster, stay celibate, and continue to be alone until God sends me someone worth loving me
Going numb on someone feels so good. When you’re numb to them you just don’t care. If they’re in your life, cool. If they’re not, also cool. But there’s NO desire nor hate for them at all. Truly at peace with it.
I stayed by your side long after I knew I wasn’t supposed to be there anymore. I ignored red flags, made excuses, and kept giving chances when I should’ve been leaving. So for that, I take accountability. That part was on ME.