I'm working on becoming a better woman all around. I don't wanna just look good, i wanna feel good. I want my mind, soul and spirit to be cleansed and pure again. I pray that God continues to remove anything that interferes with my growth and overall well-being 🤎
I’ve prayed. I’ve cried. I’ve begged God to take away the taste for it or make me sick from it. Years later, and now we’re here, not the same Kea as before or have the desire to continue doing the same thing & not where I want to be yet either. 🤍
Then here comes our friend “grief” entering the picture. Four physical deaths and one of the future I had for myself. How tf do I process that??? I turned to alcohol 2020/21 bc we in covid ! . What started as an outlet became a crutch… and eventually part of my downfall too.
It’s been a minute but I’ve never been one to not be transparent either.
It’s one thing to spend your life in survival mode protective, guarded, and defensive. It’s another thing to go to therapy, face your trauma, and work to heal the broken pieces of the child you once were.
The vampires' hypnotic eyes in Sinners (2025) were achieved mostly in-camera. Special contact lenses were designed to reflect light and "color-shift" from green-blue to orange-rust based on the lighting, creating a shimmering, inhuman effect.