Then i remember a bowl of bakmi roxy, the agendas i had to watch pespor, Oca’s apart, Kanye’s coming to Indonesia in Oktober. All that helped me a lot, the mentality “i never think i can lose” is came back slowly.
I almost doing “that” 3 weeks ago. Everything already set up, the notes, the how it wont look like someone cause that, everything. I read Conan growing up, i knew how to make things grey.
Enjoy it while you can, cause when the tables turned i’ll be curse the loudest as i can to your bitch ass friends. Mark my word, i’d do everything in my power to make it happen and it’ll happen.
yakan.. emang yang bener tuh gini, bukannya jadi mirroring treatment karena orang lain ngasihnya setengah (can relate). i’ll give my all when i love someone supaya nanti ga ada penyesalan dan dipenuhi “what if” ketika udah gak bareng cause i already gave them the best of me
Gue slalu percaya kalo one day bakalan sukses & bisa ngejalanin hidup ideal yg udah gue idam-idamkan di kepala selama ini. It’s just a matter of time ❤️