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[sun @jungsuoreo]

13 agustus : hilang arah
14 agustus : NANGIS DENIAL MARAH
15 agustus : DENIAL TINGKAT DEWA
16 agustus : DENIAL
17 agustus : coba ikhlas
18 agustus : nangis liat bday live junan
19 agustus : bingung liat bbl member + SENENG GUNIL MUNCUL
20 agustus : SAYA AKAN LAWAN

[보 @901xdh]

260809 #건일

[린 @keemzz98]

bisa juga nih klo bang dias lagi ga bisa manggung😔

[gunil's toothbrush / cmms open. @xyzwrldz]

aku rasa gunil boleh masuk .feast sebab ada kekosongan permanent drummer dan ganti tradeto

[𝓨𝓨🦴૮₍ˊᗜˋ₎ა @cxiywai]

you gais know what hurts me the most?
xdinary heroes were the ones who fixed me piece by piece when i was at my lowest, and now theyre the ones breaking me even worse
how am i supposed to deal with that????

[ten 🪐 @gunilsmenu]

it pains me that he felt like he couldn’t open up to anyone close to him, not even his own members, because he didn’t want to worry them. so he poured his fears and frustrations out to someone he’d dated for 2 weeks, only for it to be exposed and picked apart by strangers

[린 @keemzz98]

gue jadi buka2 binder pc gunil gw lagi.... udah lama bgt ga buka :")

[ppang 💘 @testingplutoXH]

you know who is the real bitch? the person who stabbed him in the back when he was in his most vulnerable state

[iidu & that 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 KISS N TELL @yippeeyuri]

can we stop giving rock bands the kpop treatment I really could not care less if gunil hates his fans

[린 @keemzz98]

jadi beli oatside doang, keluar2 gue ngumpat2 sendiri kyk orang gila di jalan wkwkwk GA BECUS LO JADI AGENSI TOLOL @jypnation

[린 @keemzz98]

anj, gw liat ini baru turun gojek jadi mampir dlu ke dalem alfa buat baca ginian😭

[🐹 @gunilbbl]

💌 9.39PM

Hello Villains, This is Gun-il

I think this will probably be my last greeting to you as a member of Xdinary Heroes.

I really wanted to remain Xdinary Heroes until the very end, and I wanted to protect the six-member Xdinary Heroes. But as you all know, I had no choice but to accept the company’s decision

Even now, it still doesn’t feel real to me.

There are so many things I want to say to Villains. I still don’t know where or how to begin. But now that I am no longer a member of Xdinary Heroes, I don’t want to hide the truth or make excuses with lies just to protect myself. I believe there are things that I need to tell you myself, which is why I am writing this.

First of all, the person who wrote the post that started all of this was someone I met through an acquaintance and we dated for about two weeks.

At the time, I was mentally very exhausted because of the malicious comments and false rumors about me that had been going on for some time, as well as the various concerns I had about XDIZ’s music and performances. Rather than burdening the people close to me by opening up about how I was feeling, I was at a point where it felt easier to vent my frustrations to a stranger who didn’t really know me.

The person who made the inappropriate remarks about fans in the phone recording that was made public to Villains was indeed me. Regardless of the reason, the fact that I said those things does not change. I sincerely apologize to everyone who was disappointed and hurt by what I said.

However, I want to honestly explain what kind of situation and emotional state I was in at the time and who those words were directed toward.

Earlier this year, sasaeng fans broke into our dorm, and they even put a tracking device on my personal vehicle and followed me around. After experiencing things like that, I developed a lot of fear and resentment toward certain malicious fans, and I went through a very difficult time emotionally.

But because I was the leader and also the oldest hyung, I couldn’t easily talk about my fears or anxiety. I tried my best to control my emotions and carry on.

Then, in June of this year, I prepared for the Inspire Arena concert with the members, wanting to give Villains the absolute best performance we could. We prepared incredibly hard, and after finishing the first day’s performance, I checked social media with excitement and anticipation.

Of course, no performance can ever be perfect, and I believe we need to acknowledge our shortcomings and continue improving. However, that day, I saw a lot of malicious posts that went beyond criticism or opinions about the performance, things that were difficult for us to understand.

Because it was a performance I had prepared with all my heart, I think I broke down emotionally a lot when I saw the unexpected criticism and malicious comments.

That said, I didn’t want to cause worry to the company people or the members, so I couldn’t easily open up about my feelings. In the end, I poured out the emotions I had been holding back to someone I had only met not long ago, and in the process, I blurted out expressions that were too strong and wrong without hesitation.

I never thought that conversation would be recorded and made public. However, regardless of whether it was made public, I am fully aware that the very fact that I said such a thing was wrong.

There is only one thing I absolutely want to say.

At the time, the people I was speaking about emotionally were some malicious fans who, hiding behind anonymity, recklessly blamed us and violated our privacy. It was never what I said to all the villains who believed in and supported us.

I believe that because I have tried to show you the image of a diligent and reliable leader, the disappointment and sense of betrayal you may have felt through this matter must have been even greater. I sincerely feel very sorry about that.

[쭈유 @jooyeonsfan]

if only the company urgently taken proper action and gave the boys the protection they needed from those sasaeng fans and malicious haters, things wouldn't end up like this... 💔 it hurts so much i'm not ready for this

[🐹 @gunilbbl]

💌 9.39PM

I really, really loved you and cared about you so much, Villains… Please stay healthy and take good care of yourselves…. 🥲

[🐹 @gunilbbl]

💌 9.39PM

Although I wasn’t able to give you a beautiful ending, thanks to Villains, I am leaving with so many happy moments in my life that I will never be able to forget.

Although I am now leaving Xdinary Heroes, I will never forget the love and affection you gave to me as Gun-il.

And wherever I may be in the future, I will always cheer for your lives as well.

Please continue to give our XDIZ lots and lots of love and support.

The five members are all wonderful, amazing, and lovable younger brothers to me, without exception.

Although I won’t be able to fulfill the dream of performing at Wembley together with them, I will now stand one step behind them, cheering them on and supporting them so that they can someday achieve that dream.

I poured everything I had into Xdinary Heroes and Villains. I really loved it all, and I loved you all so much.

Thank you for sharing my youth with me.

This was Goo Gun-il. Thank you.

[🐹 @gunilbbl]

💌 9.39PM

Hello Villains, This is Gun-il

I think this will probably be my last greeting to you as a member of Xdinary Heroes.

I really wanted to remain Xdinary Heroes until the very end, and I wanted to protect the six-member Xdinary Heroes. But as you all know, I had no choice but to accept the company’s decision

Even now, it still doesn’t feel real to me.

There are so many things I want to say to Villains. I still don’t know where or how to begin. But now that I am no longer a member of Xdinary Heroes, I don’t want to hide the truth or make excuses with lies just to protect myself. I believe there are things that I need to tell you myself, which is why I am writing this.

First of all, the person who wrote the post that started all of this was someone I met through an acquaintance and we dated for about two weeks.

At the time, I was mentally very exhausted because of the malicious comments and false rumors about me that had been going on for some time, as well as the various concerns I had about XDIZ’s music and performances. Rather than burdening the people close to me by opening up about how I was feeling, I was at a point where it felt easier to vent my frustrations to a stranger who didn’t really know me.

The person who made the inappropriate remarks about fans in the phone recording that was made public to Villains was indeed me. Regardless of the reason, the fact that I said those things does not change. I sincerely apologize to everyone who was disappointed and hurt by what I said.

However, I want to honestly explain what kind of situation and emotional state I was in at the time and who those words were directed toward.

Earlier this year, sasaeng fans broke into our dorm, and they even put a tracking device on my personal vehicle and followed me around. After experiencing things like that, I developed a lot of fear and resentment toward certain malicious fans, and I went through a very difficult time emotionally.

But because I was the leader and also the oldest hyung, I couldn’t easily talk about my fears or anxiety. I tried my best to control my emotions and carry on.

Then, in June of this year, I prepared for the Inspire Arena concert with the members, wanting to give Villains the absolute best performance we could. We prepared incredibly hard, and after finishing the first day’s performance, I checked social media with excitement and anticipation.

Of course, no performance can ever be perfect, and I believe we need to acknowledge our shortcomings and continue improving. However, that day, I saw a lot of malicious posts that went beyond criticism or opinions about the performance, things that were difficult for us to understand.

Because it was a performance I had prepared with all my heart, I think I broke down emotionally a lot when I saw the unexpected criticism and malicious comments.

That said, I didn’t want to cause worry to the company people or the members, so I couldn’t easily open up about my feelings. In the end, I poured out the emotions I had been holding back to someone I had only met not long ago, and in the process, I blurted out expressions that were too strong and wrong without hesitation.

I never thought that conversation would be recorded and made public. However, regardless of whether it was made public, I am fully aware that the very fact that I said such a thing was wrong.

There is only one thing I absolutely want to say.

At the time, the people I was speaking about emotionally were some malicious fans who, hiding behind anonymity, recklessly blamed us and violated our privacy. It was never what I said to all the villains who believed in and supported us.

I believe that because I have tried to show you the image of a diligent and reliable leader, the disappointment and sense of betrayal you may have felt through this matter must have been even greater. I sincerely feel very sorry about that.

[린 @keemzz98]

sampe yg udah ga bisa nangis lagi cuma bisa lemes di kantor dan ga mood kerja

[린 @keemzz98]

jujur ini yang paling sakit karena memang bias sendiri sih ya wkwkw

[린 @keemzz98]

udah lah emg saatnya harus berhenti kpop2an

[gggg @majorcharadeath]

not trying putting words in his mouth, but we might have not appreciated how hard he worked which was why he snapped during xcape summer concert, and the invasion of privacy yesterday might have been his last straw. might as well quit the group and enlist peacefully

[syadé @fakbjir]

podcast salmon jangan viral dong ntar banyak normies nonton 😭