Once again Iโm lost for words, but today itโs due to an unexplainable joy.
We received the best news ever...
THERE ARE NO MORE CANCER CELLS IN CHLOEโS BODY. ๐
Our baby is CANCER FREE. ๐ฅณ
God heard all of us & all honor, glory, & praises go to him.
sooo just lastnight I was talking about how I wanted to take a social media break but wasn't disciplined enough lol God was like betttt. I just accidentally locked myself out of my account (probably permanently). it has been real yall lol.
went to the chapel at the hospital lastnight in the middle of the night and prayed long and hard, I kid you not.. from the first request to the last--my entire prayer was answered.
i'm grateful but now I realize even more how careful you have to be.
sooo just lastnight I was talking about how I wanted to take a social media break but wasn't disciplined enough lol God was like betttt. I just accidentally locked myself out of my account (probably permanently). it has been real yall lol.
small victory:
my anxiety hit me hard for the 1st time in months. w/o even realizing what I was doing, I found myself meditating when it started to overtake me. didnโt have to think about it, didnโt have to tell myself that I needed to...itโs like I was here then I wasnโt.
75% of my current problems would be solved or at least alleviated ifffffff I randomly checked my account to find 729494726253636389191928383636266272829392373729201753737388272636251551639 million dollars.
Itโs 8 a.m.
Iโm tired.
I barely can see bc my eyes ainโt started working good yet.
My anxiety is through the roof bc I just walked my granny down to have a procedure done.
..........and this uglass staff member thought it was appropriate to tell me that I have a fat ass.
Healing from another person is one of the hardest things to do, especially if your love for them was genuine, so donโt make it harder on yourself trying to unlove them, despite your capacity to love. That shouldnโt be the focus of your healing, it should be loving yourself more.