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shedtwt diary !! cw 119… | gw 110 | ugw 100 —— 15- DNI

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! unpinning at 110 !

body check at 115 ?! idk

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been pretty consistently 114 and losing until this week where i fatassed out and gained up to 117 again

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need to hold myself accountable bc i’ve been flubbing .

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i fell off

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i’m fasting and it’s GOING TO FUCKING WORK NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES .

[ri🪽 @keibitez]

started crying bc i thought i gained but i actually lost weight but why do i look fatter than before e

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can’t even fucking look at myself anymore make me stop eating please i haven’t fasted for more than 30 hrs in like 2weeks pplleeease

[ri🪽 @keibitez]

i fucking hate this set me free why can’t i fucking stop.

[ri🪽 @keibitez]

sorry i’ve been ai im in a binge cycle and want to die

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watching mukbands rlly works they all make me gag amen

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need to get even better appetite suprssants and also hide slash throw away some food .

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110 by christmas 110 by christmas 110 by christmas

[ri🪽 @keibitez]

i ate dinner three days in a row and gained 3lbs . I RESTRICTDD FUCK ME !!! LOCKIJG IN FASTING TILL WEDNESDAY

[ri🪽 @keibitez]

LOCK IN . DO U WANNA LOSE WEIGHT OR NOT

[ri🪽 @keibitez]

halloween sucks and holidays suck and food sucks and friends suck

[ri🪽 @keibitez]

see u in 77 hrs .

[ri🪽 @keibitez]

everything sucks im fasting till tuesday

[ri🪽 @keibitez]

NO MY STOMACH IS GROWLING ???? greedy bitch acting like she didn’t throw up an hour and a half ago

[ri🪽 @keibitez]

i’ve shat four times today and thrown up once in don’t think i can ever eat again

[ri🪽 @keibitez]

just threw up an entire omelette. sat there for like 5 minutes it was crazy

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my body is auto purging everything k eat . every time i eat k vomit . W i guess ?